i wonder.

i wonder at times, why is it so hard.

Yes, it is just so hard not to feel gulity when you started the problem. Well, if anything goes wrong, i'm not gonna forgive myself. I swear. i'm not going to sms either of them. Nor will i ask anything about them.

i already told you, i dont want to be reason for you two to fight on. Talking on the phone, sms-ing, not alone, even on greeting term might be hard. I admit, i'm a bitch. i shouldn't have talk to you in the first place. Making things worst, we hid everything. All these, i've let you down. i dont know if you would still trust me. I hate myself.

Dont know what to say, Minaneyo.