a day of loneliness

why is this happening?

i don't feel like being a part of it.
its happening again.

why?

i really hate the feeling.

hoho, earth.
well well, thats just a 'poem' for myself.
sounds kinda stupid.
today another day with loneliness.
morning wake up
saw willim's msg.
i was shocked!
he asked me for timetable man.
yesyes, timetable.
he is like the 6th person asked me.
lols. nothing to be proud of. -.-

okay fine.
morning had prefect meeting.
my heart almost dropped out.
tmr we're gonna had that bloodly meeting again.
hope can skip that art lesson.
well, today nothing really happen.
we're all so exited for the trip in the afternoon.
yes to sungei butoh! :D

its an class outing.

that was the only thing fun for the day.
sat with shien. ;D
listen to music.
sometimes, i just feel really like an outsider.
oh,ho. loneliness.

shall upload a few pictures of it later. :]
reach there.
did the blahs.
i've learned nothing. ;]
use laptop, small one.
watch video clips.
and went for walk.
walk to nowhere, i guess. :D
its actually inside the forest larr.
the lesson was a little scary.
they call you to close your eyes.
and then call you to relax
and stuff.
like doing yoga or smth.
all the relaxation thingy.
later ate ice-cream. :D
expensive man.
went back to school.
and headed home.

i think i'm going to be like jason soon.
being with some other pple.
well thats it.
biecha.

spoted daniel. :D